Pornographic Dance Fight.


One more disc left, then I've covered ALL of the Gossip girl season 2 dvd. No wonder they say I'm a male version of Blair. She is a manipulating childish bitch! Not proud of it though. I am Chuck Bass. Wait, no! Chuck Bass is so everyone. The whole school wants to be Chuck! Nate is too gay and Dan is too stupid and boring. I guess the MALE version of Blair would be fine.

I bet you might say that I'm too much influence by Gossip Girl. Since I wanna live in New York specifically in the Upper East Side and stuff like that. But, you have seen nothing yet. haha.
There is this blog called Gedik Girls where she pretends that she lived like those characters in GG. And I think she made all the stuff up because she copy paste everything that is on Gossip Girl. OR. She might have learn the script all by hard. Its hilarious. I mean, seriously? gedik girl? How kampung could you be? ok, I would expect such behavior in my town SHAH ALAM. But GG is in Hartamas! HAHA! Hartamas people, is so out of my list now. No offence to you people who have been my friends and has been living in hartamas ur whole life. hehe.

Ok, enough making fun of our people.

I am going to American Rejects concert YAW! In less then 2 hours I'll be sweating my ass off dancing. School has practically ended since I have got the GREEN light to cut school from mom. Mom just told me about my uncle. I feel like I have to be there for my cousin. I kinda know how it feels like. And, good news to them. I will be there soon! We could talk NO EMO stuff aite?

My head is spinning. Damn! I need to eat! I have been puking the lamb out of me since yesterday. HAH! Kidding. But, my head is spinning. Oh gosh! I just remembered that I should wear something nice fr the concert. Where did that rolling stone t-shirt go? I don't need to be preppy there. Loosen up a little. My brother took my belt and jeans don't come in size 27 no more for males! I'm wearing a 29 now. Urgh. Need to find a belt.

Mom went breakfast without even asking me if I wanted to go. I'm left here with butterscotch bread and peanut butter. What a nice breakfast. I know!

So, I'm signing out now. Butterscotch bread is calling me. I am hesitating every step to eat that thing again. But MOM left me no choice.

until then,

Nico

Lady gaga is AWESOME(!) She's so unique and cool, she may not be the hottest girl alive but damn is she cool. She's super duper cool! Her songs are so David Bowie-esque and Queen inspired. Love it!

I'm finally free from examinations! Yes! AT LAST! Going to school on the 6th of november to hand in my text books. I'm going to American Rejects this Saturday! Part of me is excited and a part of me feels rather guilty. I'm kinda broke right now. SO yeah.

Transportation, food and stuff like that ya know.

Since examinations are over, I'm going to walk to Atiq's house to borrow his GG cd's.

until then,

Positive.

Woke up in the morning with a semi-shocking news from mom. This makes my heart kinda worried. Arrived home with THE shocking news from mom. Called my cousin but he never picked up. I hope that everything would be ok. Because god is the greatest and he knows what is best for us.

Anyway,

I studied science yesterday from 10pm to 4am. Thank you god, science was ok. Its either an A or a B+ but my instict tells me that its gonna be an A. Thanks to yasmin also because she let me copy her paper. Well, like they said "Jangan Kedekut Ilmu" 6 more papers left in 3 more days. Then, freedom would be all mine!

The teacher practically was asleep in the classroom. So, we were passing notes to each other and ask our friends the answers. Yasmin was obviously my aim. Sya was having a mini panic attack. She literally CAMPAK yamin;s pocket notes out of the window because as she was about to copy the answer from the pocket notes, the teacher was wandering around. So yeah. Knowing SYA. You would kinda expect what shes going to do next.

Tomorrow, H I S T O RY! I will, I will get an A for this!! Please oh dearest god, I don't only pray to you just when I need you. I am going to start talking to you everyday all day! Okay, maybe not everyday all day. But, I will remember you is my mind MORE often!! Just give me the A for sejarah!

I gtg now, time for my nap. Tuition at 5.

until then,

Head Hurts,

4 more days to go. Finals examination will be over soon! 9 more papers in 4 days! Boo-hoo! Crossed out school. I have not studied a thing. My head hurts like hell! Its not migrane, its an awful head ache. This head ache could win an award for the most painful head ache that a head could ever have. My tummy hurts too! PERFECT! Its the cherry on top of my ice cream. I'm so going to study right after this. Red bull anyone?

OMG! Now, my ear hurts.

Today was suppose to be Beyonce's concert. But you know us malaysia, if theres cleavage theres SEXY. But, our people are allowed to wear bikini's at sunway lagoon. I don't get it. But, whatever politics are stupid. Its like backstabbing everyday.

I need to have fun! Party, after the examination. I will be going bar hoping and dance all night long. Anne, get your car ready. I'm bored of books.

It has been 2 days, two freaking days since I last have ciggarettes. Short of money to buy a box of ciggs. I would feel guilty asking for mom's money to buy ciggs. One more week untill allowance day!! 170 ringgit, here I come!

I'm going to study now,

until then,

I'm all about love.


Drama's seems to be playing around with my life lately. Well, this does not brings me down and I don't feel any sadness facing dramas. I don't feel stress or whatever because there is more to life then talking about others. Yes, gossip is pleasure. But when you gossip about your friends, that is backstabbing. I do not do backstabbing. But I do talk about my friends. So, where does that put me?

The thing is, I've been back stab once in my whole life with my friend when I was 14. That was the worst backstabbing experience ever! Then, somehow it makes me more mature and friendly. Besides that, being backstab also helps you to know who your real friends are.

Am I correct?

I agree that I may seem very mean and sort of a bitch sometimes. Wait, all the time. But that does not mean I'm not a good friend. See, how they judge me? One person ignores another when I'm here being friendly and the another person blames me of being the mastermind of all this plan. I'm not. I never planned anything. I am here to help a friend. I am always here to help any friend.

Because, the last time I check and heard-- That is what friends are for.

Just when I plan to spend my holidays with you cool people. But because of this one thing. Each of us hate each other and each of us feels insecure.

Good luck for them finals.

until then,

Eh, eh theres nothing else I can say.

Sorry bitches and butch. I've been kinda busy and lazy all in one body--See, it even rhymes. I've been busy going to open houses from one to another and I've been lazy to blog. Plus, I'm trying to push myself to study right now.

A lot has happen lately, like last week I was feeling kinda down and sad because people called me a fabio and stuff. But, praying really solved everything. So, I prayed to god to make the sadness go away. And somehow it did.

I've made a lot of new friends in the past 2 weeks. 4 of them are from kajang and one of them is the reader from this blog who lived in section 3, you know who you are megan fox. Luckily, those new people are cool and fun to be with.

FINALS! yes, my final examination is kinda around the corner. So, I have to study and study 24/7. Since its kinda around the corner, so my bro changed the laptop password. This means, I'm grounded from the internet. This world is cruel!

Anyway, I got to go now.

until then,