REASON being:-
My tumblr is too public and I want to type something here that is totally private. And I'm about to type my feelings here for the last time. Or else, I couldn't find PEACE in myself.
So anyway,
Its been months now and I still can't stop thinking about you. You know, its a waste of my fucking time to let me think about you? You kept saying that there was someone else on your motherfuckin mind and its not me! How do you think that would make me feel?
I'm done trying to make this right. I'm done being positive in this situation. I'm SO done beating on your motherfucking wall hoping to transform it into a door. Why would I want to waste my time on you? When maybe your mind is not even 1% thinking about me.
*BIG SIGH
No, I'm not mad at you. I'm mad at myself. I feel so humiliated, embarrass, stupid, stupid and yes stupid again for acting so STUPID in front of you. I think I should stop. I should stop being all that to you. I wanna move on. I wanna let go.
At the same time, I need you and want you in my life! :(
I feel stupid and embarrass. I will not treat you the same anymore. You are poisonous. One look in you eyes, one word you say to me, I'll melt.
Lesson learn. I should move on. Should've known you were not serious.
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This is my last post here.
there is always this two words that I type at the end of every post and this will be the last one here.
UNTIL THEN,
This is my last post here.
there is always this two words that I type at the end of every post and this will be the last one here.
UNTIL THEN,
M I R A C L E
Hello readers, sorry for not updating this blog lately because I was in JB. It was a last minute thing, It was a wednesday evening when I was just taking my nap. Then, my mom started waking me up in an annoying manner she said that my uncle was in a critical condition so she asked me to pack my bags because my aunt is going to pick me up in another 15 minutes. So, I pack 3 undies 1 baju melayu 1 shirt and 2 pair of jeans. I bathe and put on my Halloween jubah and waited for my aunt and at 6pm we went to JB.
Arrived JB around 10pm, my heart was pounding at times like this because it scares me. I do not know why, but it just do. I went inside my uncles house and salam all of my relatives. Some which I hate. Well, you know who. Anyway, I went to his room and saw him very weak. Its like he was in pain. WAIT! He is in PAIN! I wanted to approach him but I just can't because I'm afraid that I might cry. So, I just stood beside his bed and prayed to god to not let him suffer. He is a very religious man and I respect that because he use to be like my cousins and I, WILDCHILD and always gets into trouble and I don't think that he deserve to suffer like that.
After that short visit, I went to Aqeels room and bathe. Yes, I love bathing. I pamper myself in the toilet with that cold water. Its refreshing! You should try it sometimes. Then, I went back to his room. He saw me and he said "Hi nick" I tried to avoid because I was too afraid to see him but I force myself to hold that tears behind my head and I replied "hi wak lil" and sat beside him. He held my hand and whispered "Jaga aqeel baik baik, jangan main je. Jaga diri and jangan lupa solat." I replied "insyallah" and then I let him rest.
That was a relief.
I slept in that cold room upstairs with no blanket or sweater. I could practically freeze to death. Woke up at 5 something and perform my subuh prayers with my relatives. Obviously, I went back to bed.
On Thursday, people started coming over to visit him like alot! Relatives which I do not know off, my dad's friends and everyone who was everyone was there to visit him. I spent the day playing with Ezekiel and with my annoying little cousins. Hanging out with the big ones and fooling around with Aqeel and Fathin. We found out that their little brother have a crush on this girl named Atiqah or something. It was funny btw, when he said that she never spoke to him and when Aqeel said that he writes her name on the calender or something similar to that effect.
Thursday was fun,
We got lost of wanting to go to McDonalds. Yes, Thanks JB cousin who does not know the nearest Drive Thru McD. -.-" They said it usually takes them about 15 minutes to get there. But at that night, it freakin took us an hour! We had supper and shared memories of the old days and compared McDonalds in Malaysia and in Singapore.
I was supposedly to go home on friday at 8am. But something happen. My uncle was really really sick. It was like he was about to go. I mean, if he did go he looks kinda ready. He looks like he is ready to go. He repent, left his will, never missed any prayers and he zikirs alot. That is how I want to go. Plus, all of his family members were beside him. It was emotional and scary all at the same time but it did look like a perfect way to go and it was a FRIDAY. So, we all canceled our plans to go back home on that day because I think everyone was prepared for the worst to happen. We left him in his room and let him rest.
I went to sleep on that night at 2am because there was a blackout and my cousins were telling ghost stories which is still running in my mind right now. -.-"
Woke up today at 5am, I was very very sleepy to solat. But, I had to. I took my wuduk and sat at the sofa and closed my eyes.
And then,
"Assalamualaikum!"
It was my uncle WALKING towards the living room looking very very GOOD and wanting to solat berjemaah with us. My closed eyes were WIDE open. See, how miracles happen?
After solat, there was a mini tazkirah. I went back to sleep at 7.20 and woke up at 11.00am.
After maghrib, I packed my bags and salam all my relative and was prepared to go home. I was searching for my uncle but he was not in his room. I asked Aqeel, and he said my uncle was outside. I went outside and saw him walking at the garden. It was a miracle! I swear! If only you readers could see what he went through on that friday afternoon you would be shock that he is now actually WALKING and was ALERT to his surroundings. I hugged him and he told me to take care of myself.
See, if you pray and you repent and you remember Allah always. Miracles happen. And when it does in front of you. It really opened your eyes and makes you wanna repent too.
until then,
Arrived JB around 10pm, my heart was pounding at times like this because it scares me. I do not know why, but it just do. I went inside my uncles house and salam all of my relatives. Some which I hate. Well, you know who. Anyway, I went to his room and saw him very weak. Its like he was in pain. WAIT! He is in PAIN! I wanted to approach him but I just can't because I'm afraid that I might cry. So, I just stood beside his bed and prayed to god to not let him suffer. He is a very religious man and I respect that because he use to be like my cousins and I, WILDCHILD and always gets into trouble and I don't think that he deserve to suffer like that.
After that short visit, I went to Aqeels room and bathe. Yes, I love bathing. I pamper myself in the toilet with that cold water. Its refreshing! You should try it sometimes. Then, I went back to his room. He saw me and he said "Hi nick" I tried to avoid because I was too afraid to see him but I force myself to hold that tears behind my head and I replied "hi wak lil" and sat beside him. He held my hand and whispered "Jaga aqeel baik baik, jangan main je. Jaga diri and jangan lupa solat." I replied "insyallah" and then I let him rest.
That was a relief.
I slept in that cold room upstairs with no blanket or sweater. I could practically freeze to death. Woke up at 5 something and perform my subuh prayers with my relatives. Obviously, I went back to bed.
On Thursday, people started coming over to visit him like alot! Relatives which I do not know off, my dad's friends and everyone who was everyone was there to visit him. I spent the day playing with Ezekiel and with my annoying little cousins. Hanging out with the big ones and fooling around with Aqeel and Fathin. We found out that their little brother have a crush on this girl named Atiqah or something. It was funny btw, when he said that she never spoke to him and when Aqeel said that he writes her name on the calender or something similar to that effect.
Thursday was fun,
We got lost of wanting to go to McDonalds. Yes, Thanks JB cousin who does not know the nearest Drive Thru McD. -.-" They said it usually takes them about 15 minutes to get there. But at that night, it freakin took us an hour! We had supper and shared memories of the old days and compared McDonalds in Malaysia and in Singapore.
I was supposedly to go home on friday at 8am. But something happen. My uncle was really really sick. It was like he was about to go. I mean, if he did go he looks kinda ready. He looks like he is ready to go. He repent, left his will, never missed any prayers and he zikirs alot. That is how I want to go. Plus, all of his family members were beside him. It was emotional and scary all at the same time but it did look like a perfect way to go and it was a FRIDAY. So, we all canceled our plans to go back home on that day because I think everyone was prepared for the worst to happen. We left him in his room and let him rest.
I went to sleep on that night at 2am because there was a blackout and my cousins were telling ghost stories which is still running in my mind right now. -.-"
Woke up today at 5am, I was very very sleepy to solat. But, I had to. I took my wuduk and sat at the sofa and closed my eyes.
And then,
"Assalamualaikum!"
It was my uncle WALKING towards the living room looking very very GOOD and wanting to solat berjemaah with us. My closed eyes were WIDE open. See, how miracles happen?
After solat, there was a mini tazkirah. I went back to sleep at 7.20 and woke up at 11.00am.
After maghrib, I packed my bags and salam all my relative and was prepared to go home. I was searching for my uncle but he was not in his room. I asked Aqeel, and he said my uncle was outside. I went outside and saw him walking at the garden. It was a miracle! I swear! If only you readers could see what he went through on that friday afternoon you would be shock that he is now actually WALKING and was ALERT to his surroundings. I hugged him and he told me to take care of myself.
See, if you pray and you repent and you remember Allah always. Miracles happen. And when it does in front of you. It really opened your eyes and makes you wanna repent too.
until then,
nirvana influenced
I don't wanna be pop and preppy anymore. I'm grunge. I love nirvana and I think I have a boy crush on kurt cobain :0
Kurt Cobain is my new idol.
Metric and Lady gaga is my past. I still love them though. :)
until then,
Manic Monday does not exist anymore!
Finals are over, yes congratulations to you Science student. I've taste freedom since last thursday. Believe me, you can never get bored of it.
Saturday was halloween. My friends and I planned to go for the American Rejects concert wearing costumes. haha. But we did not. When people asked me that day what was I on Halloween, I answered Pete Doherty. -.-"
The concert was OKAY. World stage was much better. The band was late and the crowd was kinda boring. But it was fun though. Got back home at 4am. Yasmin, Fitrah and I went lepak at starbucks time square while waiting for my bro.
I'm in JB now. Hanging out with the cousins. I'll be home maybe tonight. See ya!!
until then,
Pornographic Dance Fight.
One more disc left, then I've covered ALL of the Gossip girl season 2 dvd. No wonder they say I'm a male version of Blair. She is a manipulating childish bitch! Not proud of it though. I am Chuck Bass. Wait, no! Chuck Bass is so everyone. The whole school wants to be Chuck! Nate is too gay and Dan is too stupid and boring. I guess the MALE version of Blair would be fine.
I bet you might say that I'm too much influence by Gossip Girl. Since I wanna live in New York specifically in the Upper East Side and stuff like that. But, you have seen nothing yet. haha.
There is this blog called Gedik Girls where she pretends that she lived like those characters in GG. And I think she made all the stuff up because she copy paste everything that is on Gossip Girl. OR. She might have learn the script all by hard. Its hilarious. I mean, seriously? gedik girl? How kampung could you be? ok, I would expect such behavior in my town SHAH ALAM. But GG is in Hartamas! HAHA! Hartamas people, is so out of my list now. No offence to you people who have been my friends and has been living in hartamas ur whole life. hehe.
Ok, enough making fun of our people.
I am going to American Rejects concert YAW! In less then 2 hours I'll be sweating my ass off dancing. School has practically ended since I have got the GREEN light to cut school from mom. Mom just told me about my uncle. I feel like I have to be there for my cousin. I kinda know how it feels like. And, good news to them. I will be there soon! We could talk NO EMO stuff aite?
My head is spinning. Damn! I need to eat! I have been puking the lamb out of me since yesterday. HAH! Kidding. But, my head is spinning. Oh gosh! I just remembered that I should wear something nice fr the concert. Where did that rolling stone t-shirt go? I don't need to be preppy there. Loosen up a little. My brother took my belt and jeans don't come in size 27 no more for males! I'm wearing a 29 now. Urgh. Need to find a belt.
Mom went breakfast without even asking me if I wanted to go. I'm left here with butterscotch bread and peanut butter. What a nice breakfast. I know!
So, I'm signing out now. Butterscotch bread is calling me. I am hesitating every step to eat that thing again. But MOM left me no choice.
until then,
Nico
Lady gaga is AWESOME(!) She's so unique and cool, she may not be the hottest girl alive but damn is she cool. She's super duper cool! Her songs are so David Bowie-esque and Queen inspired. Love it!
I'm finally free from examinations! Yes! AT LAST! Going to school on the 6th of november to hand in my text books. I'm going to American Rejects this Saturday! Part of me is excited and a part of me feels rather guilty. I'm kinda broke right now. SO yeah.
Transportation, food and stuff like that ya know.
Since examinations are over, I'm going to walk to Atiq's house to borrow his GG cd's.
until then,
I'm finally free from examinations! Yes! AT LAST! Going to school on the 6th of november to hand in my text books. I'm going to American Rejects this Saturday! Part of me is excited and a part of me feels rather guilty. I'm kinda broke right now. SO yeah.
Transportation, food and stuff like that ya know.
Since examinations are over, I'm going to walk to Atiq's house to borrow his GG cd's.
until then,
Positive.
Woke up in the morning with a semi-shocking news from mom. This makes my heart kinda worried. Arrived home with THE shocking news from mom. Called my cousin but he never picked up. I hope that everything would be ok. Because god is the greatest and he knows what is best for us.
Anyway,
I studied science yesterday from 10pm to 4am. Thank you god, science was ok. Its either an A or a B+ but my instict tells me that its gonna be an A. Thanks to yasmin also because she let me copy her paper. Well, like they said "Jangan Kedekut Ilmu" 6 more papers left in 3 more days. Then, freedom would be all mine!
The teacher practically was asleep in the classroom. So, we were passing notes to each other and ask our friends the answers. Yasmin was obviously my aim. Sya was having a mini panic attack. She literally CAMPAK yamin;s pocket notes out of the window because as she was about to copy the answer from the pocket notes, the teacher was wandering around. So yeah. Knowing SYA. You would kinda expect what shes going to do next.
Tomorrow, H I S T O RY! I will, I will get an A for this!! Please oh dearest god, I don't only pray to you just when I need you. I am going to start talking to you everyday all day! Okay, maybe not everyday all day. But, I will remember you is my mind MORE often!! Just give me the A for sejarah!
I gtg now, time for my nap. Tuition at 5.
until then,
Anyway,
I studied science yesterday from 10pm to 4am. Thank you god, science was ok. Its either an A or a B+ but my instict tells me that its gonna be an A. Thanks to yasmin also because she let me copy her paper. Well, like they said "Jangan Kedekut Ilmu" 6 more papers left in 3 more days. Then, freedom would be all mine!
The teacher practically was asleep in the classroom. So, we were passing notes to each other and ask our friends the answers. Yasmin was obviously my aim. Sya was having a mini panic attack. She literally CAMPAK yamin;s pocket notes out of the window because as she was about to copy the answer from the pocket notes, the teacher was wandering around. So yeah. Knowing SYA. You would kinda expect what shes going to do next.
Tomorrow, H I S T O RY! I will, I will get an A for this!! Please oh dearest god, I don't only pray to you just when I need you. I am going to start talking to you everyday all day! Okay, maybe not everyday all day. But, I will remember you is my mind MORE often!! Just give me the A for sejarah!
I gtg now, time for my nap. Tuition at 5.
until then,
Head Hurts,
4 more days to go. Finals examination will be over soon! 9 more papers in 4 days! Boo-hoo! Crossed out school. I have not studied a thing. My head hurts like hell! Its not migrane, its an awful head ache. This head ache could win an award for the most painful head ache that a head could ever have. My tummy hurts too! PERFECT! Its the cherry on top of my ice cream. I'm so going to study right after this. Red bull anyone?
OMG! Now, my ear hurts.
Today was suppose to be Beyonce's concert. But you know us malaysia, if theres cleavage theres SEXY. But, our people are allowed to wear bikini's at sunway lagoon. I don't get it. But, whatever politics are stupid. Its like backstabbing everyday.
I need to have fun! Party, after the examination. I will be going bar hoping and dance all night long. Anne, get your car ready. I'm bored of books.
It has been 2 days, two freaking days since I last have ciggarettes. Short of money to buy a box of ciggs. I would feel guilty asking for mom's money to buy ciggs. One more week untill allowance day!! 170 ringgit, here I come!
I'm going to study now,
until then,
OMG! Now, my ear hurts.
Today was suppose to be Beyonce's concert. But you know us malaysia, if theres cleavage theres SEXY. But, our people are allowed to wear bikini's at sunway lagoon. I don't get it. But, whatever politics are stupid. Its like backstabbing everyday.
I need to have fun! Party, after the examination. I will be going bar hoping and dance all night long. Anne, get your car ready. I'm bored of books.
It has been 2 days, two freaking days since I last have ciggarettes. Short of money to buy a box of ciggs. I would feel guilty asking for mom's money to buy ciggs. One more week untill allowance day!! 170 ringgit, here I come!
I'm going to study now,
until then,
I'm all about love.
Drama's seems to be playing around with my life lately. Well, this does not brings me down and I don't feel any sadness facing dramas. I don't feel stress or whatever because there is more to life then talking about others. Yes, gossip is pleasure. But when you gossip about your friends, that is backstabbing. I do not do backstabbing. But I do talk about my friends. So, where does that put me?
The thing is, I've been back stab once in my whole life with my friend when I was 14. That was the worst backstabbing experience ever! Then, somehow it makes me more mature and friendly. Besides that, being backstab also helps you to know who your real friends are.
Am I correct?
I agree that I may seem very mean and sort of a bitch sometimes. Wait, all the time. But that does not mean I'm not a good friend. See, how they judge me? One person ignores another when I'm here being friendly and the another person blames me of being the mastermind of all this plan. I'm not. I never planned anything. I am here to help a friend. I am always here to help any friend.
Because, the last time I check and heard-- That is what friends are for.
Just when I plan to spend my holidays with you cool people. But because of this one thing. Each of us hate each other and each of us feels insecure.
Good luck for them finals.
until then,
Eh, eh theres nothing else I can say.
Sorry bitches and butch. I've been kinda busy and lazy all in one body--See, it even rhymes. I've been busy going to open houses from one to another and I've been lazy to blog. Plus, I'm trying to push myself to study right now.A lot has happen lately, like last week I was feeling kinda down and sad because people called me a fabio and stuff. But, praying really solved everything. So, I prayed to god to make the sadness go away. And somehow it did.
I've made a lot of new friends in the past 2 weeks. 4 of them are from kajang and one of them is the reader from this blog who lived in section 3, you know who you are megan fox. Luckily, those new people are cool and fun to be with.
FINALS! yes, my final examination is kinda around the corner. So, I have to study and study 24/7. Since its kinda around the corner, so my bro changed the laptop password. This means, I'm grounded from the internet. This world is cruel!
Anyway, I got to go now.
until then,
Well I thnk its true.
"Nick ni rupa je ada otak tade. Your such a fabio" And people laughed :(
Its been a long time since I blog. Anyway, I'll be away for quite sometime since finals is just around the corner.
Anyway, a friend of mine just said that I'm a fabio and people agreed! Fabio means bimbo. Fabio is for guys. And I'm a fabio?
You know there is this new friend of mine whom I just met last week I think. I envy him a lot. He does not only have that look, but he's smart and kind and what a man should be. While I smoke, gossip and kept thinking that gua hirak is in Ipoh -.-" since yesterday that my friend told me it was in Mekah! Hirak and Perak it rhymes. So, don't blame me. Not only that, the new friend of mine is just baik! I never have a guy friend who is so kind that sometimes its annoying. Even Atiq is slowly becoming bad. I envy smart guys.
Do you think that I'm a fabio?
until then,
Its been a long time since I blog. Anyway, I'll be away for quite sometime since finals is just around the corner.
Anyway, a friend of mine just said that I'm a fabio and people agreed! Fabio means bimbo. Fabio is for guys. And I'm a fabio?
You know there is this new friend of mine whom I just met last week I think. I envy him a lot. He does not only have that look, but he's smart and kind and what a man should be. While I smoke, gossip and kept thinking that gua hirak is in Ipoh -.-" since yesterday that my friend told me it was in Mekah! Hirak and Perak it rhymes. So, don't blame me. Not only that, the new friend of mine is just baik! I never have a guy friend who is so kind that sometimes its annoying. Even Atiq is slowly becoming bad. I envy smart guys.
Do you think that I'm a fabio?
until then,
Its Already Raya!
The day that I have been waiting for since the month of June :) Its RAYA! I never thought that this feeling that I'm feeling right now could happen. This feeling is kinda strange for me to feel during Raya. I feel, sad. Ramadhan is ending, and this ramadhan to me is the hardest because I actually completed fasting the whole month since 3 years. Yes, since the last 3 years I have not been fasting a full month. Maybe twice a week. But this year, its different. Its like god is trying to guide me to the right path. I;m thankful. Yes, I will try to be a better person. I will try to avoid the things that I use to do before. I'm sad because this could be my last ramadhan if god forbids. I'm sad because I miss my dad. At times like this, when my family gets together eating and preparing for raya is when I miss him the most. He would be the one so happy preparing for raya, he would help clean up the house in JB because its a tradition in my JB house to have an open house on the 1st day of raya. But since now we're in Shah Alam, things change and yes I've learn to accept it but I do miss the old times. I miss my dad so much, maybe during ramadhan his presence was near me and I often dreamt and think about him during ramadhan and now since its the end, I think that he's gone. Maybe its just my imagination. But yeah I could feel him.
I'm sorry if I did not pray 5 times a day for you dad. Maybe this is why I;m sad, because he is sad. Because I did not pray enough for him. I feel guilty.
But oh well, he is still in my memories and my heart. Life goes on.
Enough emotional stories. Now lets be HAPPY!
Super mom cooked Laksa Johor, Rendang Ayam and Sambal goreng pengantin today! It was effin nice! I love it! I just finish cleaning up the kitchen. And now, I'm blogging.
I hope this year's raya would be FUN! And of course those angpows! I hope I could at least get 500 :)
until then,
I'm sorry if I did not pray 5 times a day for you dad. Maybe this is why I;m sad, because he is sad. Because I did not pray enough for him. I feel guilty.
But oh well, he is still in my memories and my heart. Life goes on.
Enough emotional stories. Now lets be HAPPY!
Super mom cooked Laksa Johor, Rendang Ayam and Sambal goreng pengantin today! It was effin nice! I love it! I just finish cleaning up the kitchen. And now, I'm blogging.
I hope this year's raya would be FUN! And of course those angpows! I hope I could at least get 500 :)
until then,
you know its just hard.
What you did was what I never expected you to do. Your actions ain't human nature and you call yourself my friend. Why should I respect you when you don't even respect yourself? And from this day onwards, yes your my friend but I won't look at you the same way and you just lost my respect.
I'm sorry. But I thought you were different.
until then,
Hair Short
Its almost 3.00am.Anyway, this morning I had an instinct that there would be something going to be very exciting, sad or just somehting different is going to happen to me. So, I sort of pampered myself in the toilet at 5.30am after sahur. I wash my face with clarins and cetaphil, use soap and body wash and I spend 30 minutes on the hair. Shampooed, conditioner and moisterizer and my hair was shiny! I air dried it and it was super smooth and wavy and bouncy. Just the way I like it.
Since I spend almost an hour in the toilet. So, I was late for school. I arrived there at 7.35 and the ustad caught my long hair. Actually, he did not. My friend who was envious of my shiny long hair told the ustad and then, I got caught. Yes, Kepam told the ustad.
At least he did not cut my fringe off. He only trimmed my side burn and some parts at the back. It was horrible! It looks like a mouse ate my hair.
It ruin half of my day already. I will never ever talk to Kepam ever AGAIN!
Anyway, the day went well. I went back home at 12.15 because I was lazy to stay at school until 1.00pm and I called my mother to pick me up and told her that my eyes were itching. Well, it did. Then I went home and slept until buka.
When I woke up. My sister and Ezekiel was there. I played with him and bullied him until isyak. After that, he went home and my mom went to terawikh. My mom gave me 10 bucks to go and cut my hair. But the barber shop was quite far. So, I drove to the barber shop. HAHA. Well, my mom does not have to know.
I mean, I planned to go to the barber shop. But I went to Manja at PKNS. It cost me more than 10 bucks. And the haircut looks ok. The man/women whatever it is did not cut my fringe and he/she only trimmed my sideburn, the back and the top of my hair. I kinda like it. Because it makes not much different than my old hair.
I rush back home and my mom was still at the mosque.. WHEEW.
Sneaking Driving is FUN! haha and illegal of course. But FUN!
until then
I'm bacckk!!
Its been a while. I know. I've been lazy and busy.
well, nothing interesting happen lately. But yesterday, I went shopping with Atiq and Nabilah.
We went to Bukit bintang, sungei wang and pavillion. Nabilah brought us to this cool underground shop which to me is like topshop the second and its cheap. I can't really tell you where it is because this place looks like a store on the outside but on the inside, its kinda like a vintage theme inspired place. Very 60s and 70s and cheap. I bought this Checkered Shirt which was really similar from topshop but mine cost only 35 ringgit. I wanted to buy the rolling stone fitted tee but not for raya. I'm going there this wednesday ! And I'm gonna buy the red blazer like Chuck Bass's wore in gossip girl :)
We went to BB mall and shop. Well, at least Nabilah did. I mean, the fashion now is all the same. Checkered shirt and the V neck t-shirt like they sell in topshop. Its all over the store! So, nothing really thrills me there because now I already have 5 checkered shirt and 2 V-neck t-shirt. So, we thought by going to pavillion, it would make things better. So we did. And its the same there too! What the hell right? And everyone is IN to topshop these days. I was thinking to buy that fitted navy blue blazer but there was a long queue. VERY LONG!
So, I went to forever 21. Nothing thrills me there too! It seems like I have everything. Except leather jacket. I was thinking to buy leather jacket. But sadly, I live in Malaysia and its hot here. That is why I always were small clothes and shorts and flip flops.
I was in KL for 3 hours now but I only bought one checkered shirt. And I bought it because its different than the other typical wannabe checkered t-shirt. I was tired and hungry. I was in a very bad mood. Its 6.45pm and we were out of pavillion. Nabilah and Nab went to Pizza Hut and Atiq and I went to McDonalds. It was a fullhouse! I was bummed out. So we went to Lot 10. I thought the food court there was air conditioned and stuff like that. But it was at the parking lot and it was smelly. The food was not nice. And I only ate fried chicken, curry and ikan bilis. My mood was not really good.
Then we went to ROMP. I helped Atiq pick a shirt and he tried it on. He bought this shirt which was really similar to mine but mine is white and his is brown. Anyway, as we were about to leave. I saw a black cashmere fitted pullover and I was in love. haha. It was only 60 ringgit and I bought it. After that, we went to BB plaza again to search for our shoes or pants. Atiq bought a white short pants. Well, not short but quarter. And I bought a black skinny jeans which looks like a tight when I wear it. Atiq borrowed me 30 ringgit for the skinnys because it costs 60 ringgit! And I will pay him back again by tuesday.
After that we went home. It was okay. I only bought 3 things. I'm going there again this wednesday. To buy that red blazer and 2 rolling stones and marilyn monroe t-shirt. Oh and I want them gladiators.
until then,
obsessed.
There is this new girl her name is A, well she just started moving here this year and she moved back to her old school last 2 weeks ago. Anyway, she is friends with those losers bitches that we all hate. You know, the ones who can't keep their mouth shut and wants attention all the time. The kampung ones. So, she was my classmate. I never had a problem with her though. She seems very normal. I mean, very normal to join in those losers lah kan.
So, she moved to section 24 and she was put in the same class with my friend Azwan. Azwan is Shasha's boyfriend. Remember Shasha? The skinny girl who sometimes wears tudung and sometimes doesn't? Yeah her. Well, she's my ex-classmate and my ex-schoolmate. So, Azwan was being friendly I guess and ask A who was she friends with when she was schooling in section 9. And A did not know that Azwan was my friend.
Guess what that social climber said,
She said that she's my bestfriend and she is very close with me and my other friends such as Nikki, Sya, Siti and Yasmin. She said that me and her often hang outs and stuff.
-.-"
Azwan told Shasha about this and Shasha told Yasmin and Yasmoin told me. What if A knew that Azwan was my friend? She must be embarrased. Because everyone knows that I am not friends with her. Not as in NOT FRIENDS NOT FRIENDS. But as in, I barely even said one word with her in one day. I maybe talking to her if I needed a pencil or pen or something else.
But, oh well. Who doesn't want to imagine that they hang out with me? I'm like Nick Raja Adam. haha.
ok, done belagak-ing.
until then,
So, she moved to section 24 and she was put in the same class with my friend Azwan. Azwan is Shasha's boyfriend. Remember Shasha? The skinny girl who sometimes wears tudung and sometimes doesn't? Yeah her. Well, she's my ex-classmate and my ex-schoolmate. So, Azwan was being friendly I guess and ask A who was she friends with when she was schooling in section 9. And A did not know that Azwan was my friend.
Guess what that social climber said,
She said that she's my bestfriend and she is very close with me and my other friends such as Nikki, Sya, Siti and Yasmin. She said that me and her often hang outs and stuff.
-.-"
Azwan told Shasha about this and Shasha told Yasmin and Yasmoin told me. What if A knew that Azwan was my friend? She must be embarrased. Because everyone knows that I am not friends with her. Not as in NOT FRIENDS NOT FRIENDS. But as in, I barely even said one word with her in one day. I maybe talking to her if I needed a pencil or pen or something else.
But, oh well. Who doesn't want to imagine that they hang out with me? I'm like Nick Raja Adam. haha.
ok, done belagak-ing.
until then,
I'm just mean.
What my friends thinks about me:
1. Siti thinks I'm sweet.
2. Atiq thinks that I love attention
3. Anne thinks I'm the most greatest friend ever.
4. Sya thinks I'm cute
5. Nikki thinks I'm funny.
6. Yasmin thinks I'm sexy.
what do you think about me?
until then,
1. Siti thinks I'm sweet.
2. Atiq thinks that I love attention
3. Anne thinks I'm the most greatest friend ever.
4. Sya thinks I'm cute
5. Nikki thinks I'm funny.
6. Yasmin thinks I'm sexy.
what do you think about me?
until then,
1st september
I can;t wait to go for Raya shopping. Since the last time I went shopping was before the spade party and I did not get the leather pants I wanted since I have fallen in la la love with the short pants that was similar like the ones in Jil Sanders fashion show.
:)
I need, Leather pants oh yeah and 2 new pair of shades. I want that Lady gaga look alike mickey mouse shades. I saw it yesterday on sale in parkson. Much more better than lady gaga's. Anyway, the reason why I need shades because my cousin sat on my Forever 21 shades -.-" And the blue one is getting boring and out of style.
I need fisherman sandles and skinny black jeans and a dark blue shorts. I need about 5 graphic tees and 2 shirts and oh! My cashmere sweater is missing. So I need a new one :)
A new shoes. Not sure what style. But I need it :)
and I'm done :)
until then,
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