what to wear?

ok, Today is the Faqiha's Barbeque Farewell Party. So, its been along time since I've attended any barbeque party so I don't have any apropriate things to wear. Some of my clothes are over the top! Some of it are like an everyday life shirts. And some are too small or too big. And most of all some does not fit into any barbeque themed party. So, I'm wearing my pink checkered shirts and my white curdoroys short pants :) Hope its OK!

until then,

generasiku,

If I lived in the sixties, I would marry Audrey Hepburn :)

Audrey Hepburn is a style icon for women. She invented the "LBD" which stands for the Little Black Dress. She is elegant and a beautiful actress. Obviously, my favorite Audrey Hepburn movie is Breakfast At Tiffany's which she won an Academy Awards for the best actress. She is obviously very fashionable just like my WOMEN should be.
She's just beautiful from head to toe! ILOVEAUDREY!

lyrics mode(!)

HAPPY ENDING BY MIKA

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' every day

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' every day

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

A Little bit of love, little bit of love
Little bit of love, little bit of love[repeat]

I feel as if I'm wasted
And I waste everyday

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
To live the rest of our life,
But not together.

this song was meant for me :) the end.

curve

Today, I went to the curve with Anne, Cash and her friends. I was late--obviously, fashionably late! hehe,
Anyway, so I thought today I'm gonna be fashionable. I wear my pink checkered t-shirt and I put on my cardigan and my jeans. I was really fashionable at home, but as I was stepping out the house it was sunny! Very sunny, I was sweaty! And to make things unfashionably, the train was late 30 minutes! So, I have to wait under the HOT sun! garr!

I arrived at KL sentral and went to Kelana Jaya LRT station because I thought the cab would be less than 10 ringgit. But unfortunately it was 15 ringgit! So, I had no choice but to ride on that particular cab! I arrived at curve looking like shit-- Today's resolution was achieved but there was no extra UMPH! in it. But my friend Cash was looking fashionable, I like his style today! He wore a William Rast white graphic t-shirt pictures of Man wearing tuxedo's on the runway and their tux and tie were in BLINGBLING mode and the graphic on the tee was black and white. While his pants was the dolce and gabbana slim jeans and his shoes was the colourful adidas shoes 2007. :)

Anyway,
We had lunch in IKEA although it was a RUSH lunch because the movie starts at 4 and we're eating in IKEA at 3.45 (!) I ate the whole 15 meatballs and frenc fries for about 5 minutes! And we run to the cinema right after my last meat balls. My stomach was seriously CRAMP after running! Thank you HOLY god! We were not late for the movies :) We watch Bride wars starring Kate Hudson and Anne Hathaway. Surprisingly, Kate Hudson was much more of a HOTTIE than Anne Hathaway in the movie.

The movie is about 2 bestfriends who dreamt about having their perfect weddings since they were young girls. Liv was the strong and dynamic kinda typical New York women. Emma was the loving and creative typical New York women as well. Unfortunately, there were some mixed up with the wedding planner and their wedding falls on the same date. But they both agreed to be the maid of honor on each others wedding and one of them had to sacrifice their wedding for one of them to get married. But, no one wants to sacrifice their wedding right? So the WAR begins there! It was fun watching the two hotties had a fight in the movies! It really was! haha,
Anyway, after watching bride wars, gossip girl, lipstick jungle and sex and the city the movie! The place that I wanna go the most beside Mecca would be New York! I will live and study there for 2 years and come back here in Malaysia. I wanna stay in Manhattan and jumping from one club to the other and live like the new yorkers do! haha,

anway, Thats it for today!

au, revoir!

sunday morning

Sunday is the day of relaxing. Think about what we did throughout the whole week.
lets recap:

Monday: Get scolded by my mom because I woke up very very late (!) hmph.. :(

Tuesday: Had my NEW ic done ! :))

Wednesday: Got scolded by the teacher because I have no name tag! URGH! Stupid DOGS!! >:(

Thursday: Hanged out with Anne, Atiq, Cash, Nabilah, Acap and Amirul. Anne paid for the whole thing! thank you ANNE!

Friday: Went to sunway and watch Maut with Nikki and Nina! ouh, and still mad at sya!

Saturday: Just got to know that Faqiha is leaving for Boarding School! ;( Imma miss her!
:)

let it go.

I have not bathe yet ! I'm so bored and I wanna have some fun! Weekends have been such a bummer lately. it have been 3 weekends and no fun! Weekdays is homework day. And somehow weekday is kinda fun! Hanging out here and there. Sudah lama aku tidak pergi berdansa. Aku duduk rumah jadi kurus dan tambah kan jerawat ku yg berbentuk macam cherry ini! I hate this life! Boyfriends and Girlfriends who I call B I T C H E S! when are we going to have fun?! Lets take sexy pictures! My myspace and facebook is full of old boring vain pictures! they might think that I'm being narsistic.

that track,

another sad Saturday. No money to go out and have some fun. Its raining and I'm feeling blue. hmph :(
I am waiting for my mom to come home and to bring me some food. I never told her that I spend my 50 bucks yesterday or she would be mad as a cow! Although she always does. But you know what I mean.

I feel like I have not yet done anything useful today. Friends? when will we meet?

Homeworks need to be done monday! buh-bye

fine, goodbye is hard but its for the best.

Saf,
I've been starting to be missing you. Even if you are a annoying that is why you're Saf. To tell you the truth, its not the same without you around. MSN is not enough, I want you to be in the school again and we could gossip about everything and we could go on and on debating about you and Danny should break up or not. I want you to be here beside me when I'm sad or happy. I want you to share the news. Now, everything change for you. It change for me too. I really really hope we could meet anytime soon! ilysm! and IMYTM! its I MISS YOU TOO MUCH!

Faqiha,
You can't leave! I'm serious. Its not the same when you're not on the bus with atiq, fatin and I. Soon, fatin would be leaving us. What about our gossip? Our every FRIDAY lepak tradition? I would miss your sweet laughter that lights my whole day. I would miss us kutuking everyone. I want you to be here and I want you to stay on the bus and hang out with me like everyday! Its hard when you're not around. It won't be the same. But dreams you have to achieve. So, go on. Achive your dreams! And I will miss you sooooo much that my heart aches everytime I think about you. IMYTM!

She's arrogant and she took away my future

The women who said to the students last year "Jangan biar parents awak menentukan masa depan awak." And so, I trusted her. I mean, my parents have never pressured me to do something that I do not want to do. They never planned my future for me because I somehow or rather know what I want in life and somehow I just screwed up my life a month ago. hmph :( I do not know where is my next goal and I do not even have interest in what I am studying now. its sad.

As you facebook readers know, or some of you my blogspot readers. I am being put into the 4 IK 1 class. Which additional subjects are add maths, accounts and economics. Add maths is fun because its like solving problems and I think I could cope with add maths. Accounts and economics is like a yawn marathon and I have no effin idea to what they are talking about.

I am into interior designing or anything that have to do with design. My options was Architecture, interior designing or visual communication(graphic design). But I prefer architecture and interior because to me, there is a whole lot of people who wants to be a graphic designer and graphic is not what I am SOO "in to it" compared to interior. So, last year I applied for the STE(technical drawing class) and because I have confident that I could get an A for maths so I think I could get into the class. But my PMR results is not satisfying enough for me to go to the class that I wanted and so I was being put to the class that I least wanted. 4 IK 1.

The students in 4 ik 1 is soo much and very FUN! They're funny and smart and most of all they are talkative like I am. I somehow would stay in the class just for the fun. But it is my future now that we are talking about. So, I decided to give it another shot and appeal to the STE class again. But 2 applications have been denied and the teacher who said "jangan biar parents awak menentukan future awak" NOW said to me "lupakan sahaja lah impian awak!" For a student who have goals in life, how do you think that would make me feel? She is a teacher for god sake! At least give me more hope to LIVE! stupid teacher! And her name is Puan Rosliyah. I mean, she is a very good teacher to me at first. I actually do not understand why People hate her sooo much until NOW I know why.

I thought, by calling my mum it would make things better. But that DOG(Pn.Rosliyah) just brush my mom off! My mom waited for a half an hour at the office waited for the DOG and when she arrived. She had this arrogant face on. She did not even invite my mom to sit down at her office and talk. She just stand up and talk to my mom in front of a DOOR where everyone can hear the conversation. Such good manners she have! My mum tried to talk to her but then she was like "ouh, tak boleh sebab kami dah buat keputusan dan bila saya bagi awak ke kelas STE, ramai lagi parents akan datang. Jadi ia tidak adil. dan kami dah tahu kemampuan awak sejak form 3 lagi"
So, it failed. Apparently, the DOG is very selfish to me. Some teachers are! The DOG does not think about my future or her students but she only thinks for herself! She only think about "Urgh I got a lot of work to do then to think about this one student"

And to the DOG! I really really hate you now. You are arrogant, you did not smile in front of my mother, you have no manners, you are selfish and I am ashamed to have you as my Vice Principal. You ruin my hope! And for that, I am going to get my Hope back! I am going to STE by hook or by crook! And you are sooo going to eat your words back as I show you my good results when I applied for STE!

until then,

love story

Once upon a time, there was a fine young Prince who was very charming, sweet and very good looking. He was a perfect prince charming--tall, dark and handsome. He have a family who loves him, friends who wanna be with him and this one princess who lived in another kingdom that he was a very good friends with.

The Prince and the princess hang out together everyday. They go for walks around the garden, tell each other stories in their kingdoms and castle. When the princess cries, the prince would always be there for her, even if the princess is stuck on a tree he would climb the tree and rescue her. They even sometimes go to the BALL together but just as friends.

But the prince have a secret that he kept from the princess... His deepest darkest secret..

What the princess does not know was that the prince was in love with her.

and the prince did not know what to do until now... SAD HUH?!

until then,

hypnotize by nico

another boring un-planned weekend

I have no plans for tonight ! Most of all I have no plans at ALL for the weekends. You know, actually I do. But then I canceled all of my plans and discipline myself to do my effin truckloads of homework. I am such a good student! I know right?

But then, homeworks are half all done and I feel so stupid to cancel my plans. Actually I was suppose to go to my favorite fashion blogger who was selling at this flea market near sunway pyramid and then I was suppose to go to my friend sweet sixteen birthday bash at coco banana sunway. But I thought my homeworks are truckloads and so I stayed at home finish it and have nothing better to do now. I took some pictures and edit it using picnik--boredom much? yeah, the one on top is one of them.

Thank god for Atiq, he is gonna come my house at 8pm. and we're gonna hang out and stuffs like that. *wheww*

another 2 unfinished homework! And I'm free for tomorrow :) but tomorrow is my family day. So, my phones and laptop will be close.

until then, ciao balo/bella

freak show

I was just watching Moulin Rouge just now, the movie was awesome. Well, this is not the 1st time I've watch it but maybe the 10th time but this is the 1st time I actually understand what the movie is all about. The last time I watched it was when I was 11. And I was like WTH?

But just now, the movie just brings me to a whole new level! I just love the concept of the story, burlesque, freak show, musical themed kinda movie. I love it so much! I usually don't fancy love stories because they remind me of how depressing this world can be with love. When the true meaning of love is peace and trust.

"come what may"

the greatest thing you have to learn is to be love and have love in return,

Moulin rouge is my new favorite musical and love story.

early and fashionably late

I am the male version of Blair Woldorf-- Since everyone wants to be Chuck, -.-" Nate archibald is just pretty and Dan is my least favorite character because he is just so ntah ape ape. I hate Vanessa also. hmph. Georgina is pshycho. IDK why, but for the first time.. I hate villains like Georgina.

hmph, Serena is like a dumb blonde and Jenny is a wannabe. So, Blair is the only one left. :)

This is why I'm the male version of Blair Woldorf:
1. She is pretty and I'm good looking.
2. Her friends I mean armies follows her around like mine does.
3. She is a true friend like I am.
4. She's mean when she wants to be mean--Well, sometimes I'm mean too. I guess.. hmmm?
5. She is very straight forward and I am too.

Blair and I we;re meant to be together on earth and in heaven! Blair and I are forever! hehehe!

Anyway, lets cut that shit!
Today, nothing special happen yet. Except for the fact that I hate the thoughts of me thinking about this girl which I do not hate but just annoyed with her existence in the world. She is so perky and sometimes I think she needs attention like everyone needs to give her the spotlight and when her bestfriends out do her. She would make a sulk face and I feel like slapping her. Well sorry FRIEND, have not you heard? I'm the only one who gets the attention here. :)
I really really like her as my friend! She is my bestfriend, but then right now she just gone too far! I mean, I do not and never will want to broke our friendship. On the brightside, she is kind and forgiving and sometimes funny. And on the bad side, she is an annoying, attention seeking girl! I mean, I know everyone is not perfect. But then, at least some of us tries to be one.

I hope she realise that whatever she did to me was wrong and I just do not understand why in the first place did she do that to me. Its like you are trying to say that I am a desperate guy and I'm chasing after you like your so hot! hmph :( whatever lah! Just to let you know, I am not desperate and I do not rush things!

until then,

did i just think that i have feelings for you?

You just make me forget about my crush, when my friend said that we look cute together makes me think about us. Now I realize that your eyes, it shines. Your skin is flawless and your face. It makes me fall in love with you all over again-- wait! shit! what am I thinking? Me? you? Nah, it won't be.. But, you are just so pretty and sweet. After all of this friendship, do you think that I have feelings for you? Well, I'm confuse myself. This feeling is different then other feelings. My heart suddenly beats 10 times faster when you're around. My head is thinking and confused. I mean, it could not be! It should not be! or was it meant to be? Was this written before? Is it destined? But, you're making me CONFUSE ! Do I have that "it" feelings for you now? Please, you find a boyfriend and I find a girlfriend so I could forget about you and about this feeling. Wait! Do I wanna forget about this feeling?

hmph, yeah whatever lah! Whatever happens HAPPENS!

womanizer day!

I'm changing class next week I guess. :0
But as I wanna change my class. Things in my current class keeps getting better and funnier. New friends that I am close with. We share laughter everyday ! They call our english teacher Mr. Big ASS! I wonder if they concentrate on the white board or on his ass.. hmmm?? Just now, MBA(Mr. Big ASS) wants us to do a "rap poem" and thank god we have to do it in a group. I was with yasmin, nikki and farisya.. There were another guy that was suppose to be in my group but he was absent! I call him Nick Jonas. Because he looks like Nick Jonas and his name is NIK. The kelantan NIK.

Anyway, we were given 10 minutes to complete the whole rap thing. So, since we're out of idea. We just copy something from a very famous song and those charlies angels wants me to present in front of the whole class. So, being the sweetest guy that I am. I present in front of the whole class.. It went like this:

Superstar,
Where your from hows it going?
I know you got a clue what you're doing,
You can play brand new to all the other dudes out there,
but I know what you are. What you are baby.
(and then tetiba)
Because were mr. lifestyle of the rich and famous
and were mr. OMG now were so shameless.

hahahah! The teacher tries soo hard not to laugh until his face went red! hmph, hahaha. The whole class I think did not notice the poem was a cut out from britney spears WOMANIZER.. hahahah! But then, I got a loud applause from everyone. haha, Ouh and the teacher is organizing this english drama thing. Nikki and I sign up for it.. haha, I heard that the teacher was suppose to be a drag queen in that drama! And yesterday was the 1st audition held at the hall. Atiq(my friend), went for the audition and he said that the teacher was acting as a drag queen.. And the teacher was like "wanna play" in the flirtiest ways ever! ahahh YUCKS! And I heard that he is a Drag queen besides being a teacher.. That is why he is good at being a drag queen on stage! like DUH! haha~ well rumors spread..

until then,

guess when you have one to many,

Gossips is around school, people whisper here and there. Oh, you know you love to hear it right?--dont deny, because I know--Well, I could be your number one source besides CNN. And sometimes, CNN just seems LATE!

Ouh, well. It is just the beginning of school anyways. But stories seems to be spreading out like EVERYWHERE(!). I just found out that INNOCENT girls does not mean they're INNOCENT at all! Some just LOSE the most important thing of her life!-- VIRGINITY! oops,
Innocent Slut I might say?

Guys who seems SO young, and yet so horny. One of them just did the most disgusting thing ever to his girlfriend ! If it is SEX, its not disgusting! This is like watching cheap pornos. But they never did anything that loses their virginity--well, I think what is left to them is just half. hmph!

You wanna know who spreads this Gossips? Their bestfriends itself! oops, ! Your bestfriend is much more of a bitch than I am I guess. Trust them and your dead! right?

anyways, keep your secret save. Because I'll always hear :)

until then,

not yet ready !

There is so many things that my friends are rushing to go through and I don't even know if they are really ready for it. Because I know that I'm not ready for what they are rushing for.

1. I am not ready to have a Girlfriend, because I think I gotta complete my form 5 first and then I can think about Girlfriends. Well, I may have some crushes and this one girl whom I'm in LOVE with but then, IDK lah ! When I'm not ready. I'm not ready.. But I don't care about this one as I want to concentrate more on my studies..

2. I am not ready to graduate HIGH SCHOOL ! I am not ready to go to college because I do not know how my future looks like. Everyday I change my ambition and everyday I change my dream, but my friends KNOW what they want in LIFE and that makes me feel kinda such a LOSER!

3. I am not ready to choose my GOALS in life! Which colleges should I attend, well obviously my family would sent me to UiTM ! duh! and obviously my SPM results would be similar as my PMR results, so there is no way that I could get any kind of scholarships. I am not ready to choose my ambition like my friends do! They have their goals. And I do not know mine.. -.-"

4. I am not ready to change for the better. Being the worst of me feels kinda good. Lazy is heaven on earth. But now, I guess I've changed a little bit ! I finally complete all my homeworks in just one day! Impressive right?

5. I am not ready for anything! haiih -.-" let time make me change.. Today I wanna be ME!

changes -.-"

I had to change my BLOG url for the 2nd time! Urgh! If I had to change it for the 3rd time, then I would be quitting BLOGGING! I change my BLOG due to under some reasons

1. My mom read it and she has been avoiding to tell me that she reads it.
2. She told my sister to read. So, before the whole families KNOWS ! urgh,!
3. Due to a pest that has been stalking my BLOG and gets JAKUNs everytime he reads it!

So, my diary has personally been violated! I prefer to tell my stories to my unknown readers and my myspace friends. As they would not judge me, because obviously they don't care anything thats in my BLOG. My mom found out about the I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND story and she was shock. My sister also found out about that story. URGH! And she's MAD!

So, you know.. To much emotion to handle at one time (!) I've been thinking to quit blogging but my FANS are dying for more! Especially the part with the CRUSH and my emo stories. Ouh, and they do love the bitchiness that I always carry. I don't know why but I am somehow proud of it.. HMPH!

So, to you fatihful readers! Please don't tell my Mum or anyone who is related to me reads my BLOG!

until then,

boring relaxing sunday,

SUNDAY, I don't like Sunday :( to me, Sunday is so BORING ! Adults have to get ready for work, kids and teens have to get ready for school and most of all we have to get all of our homework DONE! School uniforms need to be washed, accessories needs to be pick and we have to study for the upcoming topic. Sometimes 24 hours a day is not enough for me to get all of this done! Obviously, after a rough Saturday night parties most of us would sleep until its 1 in the afternoon. So, where can we find such time to have all of this things done in less than 24 hours? hmph BUMMER! :|

So, toodles!

homework, here I come!

until then.

who the hell is he?

Aiman Irfan

I'll be dead honest:

1. That note you posted IS cheesy

2:22amNick

2nd?

2:22amAiman Irfan

2. I don't know who you are, as you were suggested by a friend

2:23amNick

ouh, and I soo KNOW you

ok, look

who are you?

2:23amAiman Irfan

As stated in the profile...?

2:23amNick

i dnt be nice to strangers except when they dont make HARSH criticism

2:24amAiman Irfan

And as a reply to that: I've always been a harsh critic, but then again I am known to be dreadfully sarcastic

2:24amNick

and, i shud bee?? erm. hurt?

OMG! your and aries

2:25amAiman Irfan

I'm never friendly to strangers when I meet them, unless its impersonnal, like through FB chat

2:25amNick

no wonder your such a B*TCH.. because I am too..

2:25amAiman Irfan

I have been called that behind my back by the hired help

like the PA's and the Secretaries

2:26amNick

ouh, u hve a PA and sexytaries.. well, ia have my followers.. my armies.. u noe, u kud like be one of them

2:27amAiman Irfan

I don't join clubs beneath me

besides, I'm a member of one too many clubs anyway

which is partly the reason why I'm so bloody busy

2:28amNick

yeah, im not a club.. im just a king bee. so u better not mess with me because.. idc abt ur busy schedules and stuff and i really dnt wanna have fights with 3 year olds like you

2:28amAiman Irfan

3 year olds? My my, finally a sarcastic remark!

Poorly played, mind you.

2:29amNick

like i said,, I dnt play with 3 year olds

2:29amAiman Irfan

I don't have to flaunt my titles and postitions, because unlike you, I'm secure where I am, and I find no need to rub it in anothers ego

Unless it's called for

2:30amNick

you know, for your age.. 3 year olds.. you really do act old.. kesian kan?

i bet you dnt go to gigs parties and cocktails and clubs

2:30amAiman Irfan

for 14, I command more assets than you'll be able to at age 55

2:31amNick

i bet you listen to classical shits

2:31amAiman Irfan

Of course I do, but not those that low-lifes like you attend

And no, I don't listen to Classical

2:31amNick

ouh my GOD! you're 14!!! ppl your age cant even get into a club?

2:31amAiman Irfan

I prefer modern jazz, and instrumental funk

2:31amNick

like

yeah, BORING!

you go to CLUB ORANG TUA

2:32amAiman Irfan

Mind you, the clubs I go to have no need to impose age minimums

2:33amNick

yeah, its what? family oriented and they serve you milk shakes?

2:33amAiman Irfan

the clientele they serve are of the uber-rich, those above the classes

2:34amNick

wow, your soo classsy..

NOT!

classy people to me, dnt SHOW OFF like you do.

and muslims dont TO!

2:34amAiman Irfan

Try Alexis @ Great Eastern or Carcosa Seri Negara

2:34amNick

yucks!

OUH MY GOD.. YAWN YAWN YAWN

2:35amAiman Irfan

Classy people like you are driven in ostentatios 2001 editon S-Klasses and don't have a credit card to their name

2:35amNick

so? at least i know that I'm not spoilt

and at least I know that I work for my future

and it does not comes ina silver platter

2:35amAiman Irfan

You can never class me as spoilt

EVERYTHING I OWN I worked for

2:36amNick

well, tak nak mengaku much?

yeah like what? you work on your WHINE?

or you work on your LIES?

2:37amAiman Irfan

Everything from the cars, the property, everything is mine. All except the LearJet, that belongs to the company

2:37amNick

yeah, like i said.. you work on your lies

2:38amAiman Irfan

I work on 2 world class magazines and a chain of 4 star hotels

2:38amNick

wait, thts not the expression you were tryna aim right?

OMG, really? I'm like soo envy

sumpah? OMG! hebat killer *not*

yeah, u have CARS and whtever shits! OMG! your sooo lucky

2:39amAiman Irfan

Of course, coming from the rich kid who's parents pay the monthly credit card bill

2:39amNick

and urm, ur ROMANTIC to girls.. No wonder your UNKNOWN in school

SPOILT
well, i hope to see you in school

because i wont be seeing you in facebook anymore

2:40amAiman Irfan

I don't aim to be known in school, I aim to THRIVE in the Socio-Political scene

2:40amNick

soo, toodles.. unknown, loner, freak and RICH spoilt kid.. bye

2:40amAiman Irfan

Always backing down when you're on the losing end

a very insecure move

2:41amNick

ye la, bagi budak kecik menang dulu

2:41amAiman Irfan

And using age-old methods and laws to shadow their actions

2:41amNick

yeah.. wteve.. i know what im doing and in my head, im killing you right now

2:42amAiman Irfan

You'd make a great lawyer... maybe a tough one for my judicial team

2:42amNick

soo, erm.. bye..

P/S: I did NOT lose, SIAPA NAK MAIN DGN 3 year olds living in an IMAGINATION life?

anyway, lets pity this guy... Ouh add him in facebook :) give gim therapy if you can :)

I dont wanna be just friends. But I think I have to :(

But I don't understand why you're not here with me. I'm always there for you but you left me behind. Its hard to admit it now but its true. We're just friends. A friendship hug and no kisses on the lips. To tell you the truth, I do not wanna be just friends something I can't pretend and somehow I don't understand. I want you more than that. Open your eyes and look at me :) I'm not sure if I am the one you want or you need. But at least I try.

wait! pause! Why is everyone stressed out?

Today, in school.. Everything when like normal,
assembly, annoying schoolmates, irritating teachers and bla bla bla, So nothing was new.. I went to my class and sat beside this girl name Siti Hawa. She was awfully quiet! And I'm like "errr. hye?" Whateve--
anyways,
Today we collected our free text books! yeaaa!! IDK why but my "semangat" to study is like sooo HIGH today. I even asked my teachers "tak ada homework hari ini?"OMG wait! Did I just speak nerd language? I finally understand them!! :) OK and so, I bought my exercise books including those BUKU KIRA KIRA for accounts but than just to figure out, they don't use that book anymore. -.-" goodbye 12 ringgit and 50 cents! So tomorrow, I need to buy this LOG book at the kooperasi and ouh! My PJ shirt and track pants ouh and my badge! OMG! So many things to buy and so little time. :s I need to buy 4 maths book and thats it I guess? The text book was damn damn damn damn damn damn damn HEAVY!! My shoulders feel like they're gonna drop off of my body.. I'm gonna complete my homework and start studying tomorrow because for my March and July test. I'm graded according to my completed homework, class attendance, pop quiz, presentation and my SIKAP in class.. NO MORE FORMAL TEST except for mid year and end! So, toddles :)

busy schedule?

this week, I'm like a busy student! Ouh, my god! It is the only start of the week?! hmph -.-" I need to buy like a tons of books, ouh and I just found out that I bought the wrong accounts books!! SHIT! anyway,
Tomorrow I need to buy one green note book and 2 log books.. Ouh, and my maths book! Its like I finish every sentence with the word BOOK! hmph,

until then,

sorry for short post.. I'm a busy student :)

you see the bag, it match the shoes.

So much for me bringing fashion to school! haha,
I'm the same old selekeh ME! But maybe because of my short ugly hair. I think I would bring fashion to school tomorrow.. haha! yeah right, Whatev! :) Anyway, I see my friends started studying. I wanna study but I wanna relax first. Try to concentrate in class and so on. Since there would be only 2 examinations in one year! And the march and july test would be different and they would give you an A if you complete your homework, do not skip any class, passed your homework on time, have a great bonding with the teachers (like thats gonna happen!)--I ain't no teachers pet! Complete your coursework and As your pop quiz.. Since when did Malaysian system of education has been American-ize? hurrmmm??? But that ain't stopping me from studying for my SPM. I may start studying next week. By this week, I need to get sports clothes, books, reference books and excercise books.. Ouh and some extra test pads! I hope that I could pay attention tomorrow, because tomorrow is my first additional mathematics and accounts class :) I'm half excited :))

until then,

first day of form 4!

The first day of school is the day of school that is the most exciting! Although today started like shit-- I brought one whole box of tissue to school today because I was having a slight fever and some MASSIVE annoying irritating FLU! URGH! As I arrived, I went straight to the hall and put on a fake smile when my SUCCESSFUL GENIUS friends ask me "how many As did you get?" and I'm like "ouh DUA jee. you?" and they would say "ouh I dapat 8A, haha, ala chill la SPM KAN ADA." I hate it when people say SPM KAN ADA. Well DUH! I know that! pfft, Anyway
The teacher starts to babble on stage. One by one by one. They would repeat the same thing "jangan datang lewat""sila potong rambut""jahit lencana""siapa color rambut kena hitamkan""PMR 2009 kena lebih berjaya dari PMR 2008""kepada form 4, this is not a honeymoon year" and so on so on.. I'm like hearing this "sndaisdijaniudnauadasmsyfhidusen" and I wanna hear this "dgyekahf" get it? So, anywho..
After all the babbles and the pain that I had to go through the assembly(actually I do not mind, but my flu was annoying and my teachers was their sidelines). I waited for the prefect to call my name to sent me to the stream that I was in.. Obviously they called the Science stream students first. You know, those 8As nerds. Followed by STE which was lukisan kejuruteraan (the class i applied for but tak dapat!), Sains teknologi maklumat, Sains Akauns, Ik1(my class! accounts and economics),Ik2,Ik3 and Ik4(art streams). So, I was being put at accounts..
The class was sooo much FUN! My additional subjects is Add maths, economics,accounts and I add one extra which was Arts! The teachers are soo COOL and young! And my classmates looks decent and normal! And soo, I'm glad that I get into accounts and economics.. I hope I study hard!
until then :)

tomorrow, I'm new

Tomorrow is the first day of school 2009!
I've bought 2 pairs of evrything. From uniforms to leather bags! haha,
So, you could see from there that I am excited for school.. heh? What am I saying?!! I'm excited for school?!! hah! ok, a part of me says that's good. A part of me says that I'm a nerd. WTF?

Anyway, I'm having a slight fever! shit! this always happen at the start of the year! damn it! I hope I feel better tomorrow and no flu or whatsoever! hmph :( i feel like shit! Even my hair hurts! damn it! this must be from the late night partyings and stuffs like that.. Well, goodbye parties and hello studying (again! -.-")

anyway, im off. need to get ready for school tomorrow! ILYSM!

until then,

School is starting soon,

School is starting this Monday and definitely my friends and I are doing some last minute shopping. A part of me says that I can't wait until school has started and a part of me says SHIT! why am I so excited about school?

Well, today I need to buy a planner for school. Maybe some exercise book and I need those white topman shoes! My sister went to Bandung recently and I asked her to buy for me some leather bags there because I heard the leather goods there is very cheap and the leather they use is a real leather! So, she bought for me a black satchel leather bag. It was not what I had in mind but this leather bag was okay and beautiful. :)

Anyways, I need to go now..

nak maen PS2 sekejap, write back at cha lat-er

until then,

new year resolutions

20 things to do before 2009 ends:

1.Study harder and be more organize.(I hope this works!)
2.Obviously, the school uniforms need a desperate touch, so.. I'm putting fashion in my uniform.
3.Being good at ART and at least I could get an A for it.
4.Make a thousands of song and actually remember how the melody sounds like -.-"
5.Joined a one sports team and be good at it.
6.At least have straight As for the finals or all of the exams.
7.Have to finish the gossip girl book.
8.Buy a planner and stick to it until the end of the year.
9.Make a study timetable and have to end it at 10pm.
10.Go to all of the events and parties that my schoolmates organize.
11.Make a fashion blog and get paid for it.
12.At least I could have one business idea for me to get my own money.
13.Don't finish all my allowance in just one day :)
14.Organize a charity event and don't care what other thinks of it.
15.Having a sweet sixteen :)) and it is a Cuban or Egyptian themed party!
16.Sweet talk to my mom for her to get me a Blackberry. (err IDTS!)
17.Finish all my course work and my homework on time! :)
18.Have the guts to tell her what I fell about her.
19.Be a new Nick that everyone respect and see the change in ME.
20.Make all of the nineteen above resolutions HAPPEN!

wish me luck,

until then,